Just My Thoughts

Sometimes I wander, this rough and rocky road and wander why it took so long me to lighten my load. Sometimes I get so lost within myself I can't see whats ahead, I fall and it's so hard for me to get up again. I just wish sometimes I could do this on my own it would be so wonderful. yet I know deep down inside I can't. Life is so empty with nothing to look forward to, nothing to live for' and nothing to gain. where am I going? Where I am going to end up? All these questions and there seems to be no answers. Do I just give up and die. Then something happens, it's almost too good to be true, I can see it now, why could't I see it before, suddenly the answer is there, this is al most too good to be true. I can walk, I can see, I can sing, I have something to live for and something to gain.When I fall there's someone to pick me up and answers to questions I seek, how come this took so long? It was up to me,it was a choice I had to make. When I found Jesus thats all it took, to know that he loves and cares for me, to know that it is he and he alone who can help when everything goes wrong. I will forever be grateful to my Lord and Savior,my dearest friend. With his hand in mine I will never be lost. With him in my heart, I'll always have a song to sing. For I am loved,I am cared for, I am saved, I am protected, I am safe in his loving arms and no one can take that away, I've made a choice, and I have to chosen to stay. I love you Lord and my desire is too know you more and be all that I can be for you, that you will be glorified more than anything else. I thank you Lord, for picking me up and loving me the way you do.Thank you Lord for saving me and making all my dreams come true
By Wanda Jess
2004