My Cry to God

Is this going to beat me,
and how will I go on?
Like a river I once flowed,
clear and true,
singing a beautiful song.
But now God, where did I go wrong.
Feel like you are so far away,
I feel trapped by things I do not understand.
O'God, Oh my Lord in Heaven,
Help me to be able to reach You again,
Are you still there?
Somewhere beyond the blue, listening
and waiting.
It seems like my song has gone,
I am disabled in more ways,
I can comprehend.
Is this going to be the end,
I am so tired, I want everything
to stop right here,
The noise in my head drowns out
the song I once played,
You are the song,
How do I get it back,
I am so afraid.
Help me Lord to find the way?
The way back to you.
Let me again sing your song,
of Love forever true.
Wanda Jess/AmaWanda
May20/06