Thinking

This morning I found myself thinking about the dreams I had,the things I loved.Where could they have gone and hid,Why is my life so filled with dread?,I looked inside and only found,a cloud of doubt, of who I am Can it be I've lost my way?,or does it mean I have changed somehow. Is this how life is going to be?A endless path of sorrow and pain,or will it change, I do not know. Only time will tell.Deep inside I feel this pain,so many doubts and , sometimes hard to explain.I wish I just could tell what I feel,For what I feel is very real.I feel I'm falling deeper into,a darkness that no light can take away. Is there hope? Why is it hard to find? I am clinging to a very fine thread,before it breaks can I find a way?Before my life is taken away. by Wanda Jess, Oct20(C)2004